with the really kho.o name
06 February 2010 - but it goes to waste
i am not suffering from anything. maybe a little sleep deprived or a little too quick before getting all hungry again and again and again..
i am not tired from anything. maybe a little sleep deprived or a little too quick before feeling all nostalgic again and again and again..
maybe it's how i used to be so hard to get
i'm so tired i want to redeem myself from all these..
what is all these?
i can be so happy alone rujun why aren't you feeling happy anymore?
am i the only person in this planet feeling so desperately in need to detach and fly like a bird
oh, i am wingless
a wingless bird?
oh, a mocking bird
i.....
don't want to feel like her
i'm me, i'm me
F5 let's restart
do you know the khoo rujun i know?
because right now, she's in such a state
she doesn't even care about what to do anymore
i want to go somewhere cold, somewhere nice
with someone to talk to
without having to feel embarrassed after crying
without even explaining why am i crying
do i even know why?
rujun, what are you doing?
heehee i don't think i will be able to talk about this to anyone so i shall tell myself,
"rujun it's ok, everybody goes through this at least once in their life and when they finally get over it, it's over and it gets better. you're only 17, you're growing up. no big deal."
FUCK YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO IS DANCING ON THE LINE OF
'HELPING THE SAD PERSON GET-THROUGH-IT' AND
'GETTING THE CONVERSATION OVER AND DONE WITH ONCE AND FOR ALL'
...BECAUSE YOU CANNOT SAY ANYTHING ELSE BUT "IT'S OK"
i don't need any comfort
i just want something for once, which won't hurt me.. you know?
haha, seems like food hurts me too. my stomach's responding to the curry mee yong tau foooooooo plus ice kachang plus bean curd wuahaha i should go take my weight in a while
of course i'll use the weighing machine and not step on my dad's stomach and try to bounce
seems like everyone is going everywhere and Singapore is a tad bigger in size
ADULT FARE STILL PISSES ME OFF I WANT TO HEAR DEE DEE NOT DEE
i think i really look like i'm 20 lo
seems like there's so many things that needs to be changed
i'll be bob, will you be builder?
i am not tired from anything. maybe a little sleep deprived or a little too quick before feeling all nostalgic again and again and again..
maybe it's how i used to be so hard to get
i'm so tired i want to redeem myself from all these..
what is all these?
i can be so happy alone rujun why aren't you feeling happy anymore?
am i the only person in this planet feeling so desperately in need to detach and fly like a bird
oh, i am wingless
a wingless bird?
oh, a mocking bird
i.....
don't want to feel like her
i'm me, i'm me
F5 let's restart
do you know the khoo rujun i know?
because right now, she's in such a state
she doesn't even care about what to do anymore
i want to go somewhere cold, somewhere nice
with someone to talk to
without having to feel embarrassed after crying
without even explaining why am i crying
do i even know why?
rujun, what are you doing?
heehee i don't think i will be able to talk about this to anyone so i shall tell myself,
"rujun it's ok, everybody goes through this at least once in their life and when they finally get over it, it's over and it gets better. you're only 17, you're growing up. no big deal."
FUCK YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO IS DANCING ON THE LINE OF
'HELPING THE SAD PERSON GET-THROUGH-IT' AND
'GETTING THE CONVERSATION OVER AND DONE WITH ONCE AND FOR ALL'
...BECAUSE YOU CANNOT SAY ANYTHING ELSE BUT "IT'S OK"
i don't need any comfort
i just want something for once, which won't hurt me.. you know?
haha, seems like food hurts me too. my stomach's responding to the curry mee yong tau foooooooo plus ice kachang plus bean curd wuahaha i should go take my weight in a while
of course i'll use the weighing machine and not step on my dad's stomach and try to bounce
seems like everyone is going everywhere and Singapore is a tad bigger in size
ADULT FARE STILL PISSES ME OFF I WANT TO HEAR DEE DEE NOT DEE
i think i really look like i'm 20 lo
seems like there's so many things that needs to be changed
i'll be bob, will you be builder?